It's been ages ago since I wrote something non suicidal/emocional/drama/blahblah, therefore I'm here to write something that is supposed to be less annoying... or at least is what I mean to... nonetheless is still spam... So let's get into it!

Here's a brief summary of this year:
( Meaningful moments/events that happened this year )

 I know the title is a little tooo much. But I'm overwhelmed, like if I take a false step there won't be a returning point , as if my life depends on this!
The past days I resolved what to do with my life and then this amazing opportunity came, and I don't know which path chose anymore. 
( Here's the deal )

First of all MERRY BELATED X-MAS!!! and Happy New Year!!! Hope all your wishes, dreams, goals , & everything you want , you can archive it. 
I know I've been absent for a very very long time,  This last most have been chaotic and horrible. There's been a lot of dead people,  many bad news, a lot of laziness but I have a lot of faith on this upcoming ( Read more... )

 Well  today I finished my header for my lj ( maybe I change it sometime later) and decided to do a wallpaper after it, and upload the ones I did days ago for Nino's bday! so here's a preview.


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I hate the summer... lol it's just that I can't stand the hot so much, it drains me of... I hate that desperate feeling of wanting to do something but being too exhausted (for no reason) to do something (That's why I haven't changed my layout). Plus my mood also change and I become more annoying that I already am. I don't know If on summer time I'm ( Read more... )

Well this post was supposed to be done when I change the layout of my lj, but I'm on a really good mood now, that I'm gonna torture your f-list. 
I was wandering on youtube  and "accidentaly" click on one the bookmarks, it linked me to ~Fragance~ and Oh my God!! what was the first thing I saw: GACKT! ::yey!!: and automatically my mood changed from bored to ( Read more... )

Like always I've been dead this days... well not dead exactly more likely not in the mood to post something or too dizzy(?) to stalk reply, so now I've my PC full of post-its that say "I need to watch xxxx"; "I need to comment on xxxxx post"; "I need to xxxxx ..." oh yeah God bless the person(s) who invented the post-it... although I hardly do what ( Read more... )

 Yay!!! Finally Lj loves me once again so I could devote myself once more to GACKT *¬* (did I ever stop?) Oh God! How much I love that man, yep I doomed,  I sold my soul to that gorgeous man ... wiii~! my old self is back  don't you love it?? hehehe I'm  hyper.. I don't know why but I'm so happy! maybe it's the side effects of the drugs?? 'cause ( Read more... )

These last days have been chaotic... but in a bad way. Because of the "diet" I fucked up my stomach and my heart so you can picture how bad I was. Firstly every thing I ate, I threw it up. Then the next day my heart decided to be supportive with my stomach so I had a very bad night 'till my dad gave me some drugs to protect my heart, however that ( Read more... )

Firstly MERRY belated XMAS and a HAPPY NEW YEAR everybody ( Read more... )